This was not by choice nor did I ever want to be on a journey, but I believe God has a way of paving the way for greater things to come. I love God no matter what and I will never let the devil win. Some people blame God for the things that happen in their life, but I blame the devil and I'm so angry at him, why should I give him the glory of being angry at God for this tragedy. The truth is that my daughter fell into sin and made a mistake that ultimately ended her life on earth. This journey is not over but I believe it will be an ongoing exploration to find myself and rediscover myself