I'm not saying I was going to be a total bitch, but I felt like out of any clique, I needed to be separated from the popular one. With my popularity would also come many friends, and many friends meant parties every other weekend. I figured I had a pretty busy schedule. This was the furthest thing from accomplishing. Since I went to a small school, we didn't really have any cliques, so no one was considered popular, everyone for the most part was nice to everyone, which wasn't a bad thing; it was just a little strange. As for going to amazing parties every weekend and having a busy schedule, well, that's been replaced by reading and watching Netflix. There was the occasional party here and there, and I would go out with friends; I wasn't a total loser, but they weren't the high school memories I imagined I'd have. I can't complain too much though, I managed to go to Italy which was really great for me